I am only 17, and had a bad history on love life. Until one day, the man I love (I know it sounds like I dont know what Im talking about) started working at the store right across from mine. I was friends of that store so I was always over there. I didnt even notice him because he was really shy. Im a crazy punk girl, although I dont do anything really crazy, he was this shy alternative guy.
I always thought he was cute, but never thought he would want someone like me. We hung out a few times with all the mall crowd. One day he started dating this really popular preppy girl at school. I was jealous, and I didnt know why. Well she was extremely slutty and he wasnt into it. One day he asked me out for a date, I always rejected him because Im terrified of relationships.
A few weeks later he asked if I wanted to hang out somewhere, I retardedly said yes, and it was our first date. We had fun, talked a lot, and seemed to hit it off.
We were around each other all the time, and at work we would always glance and smile at each other. One day we were at the apartment that he and my friend lives, and he said that he had fallen for me. I felt the same! We both tried not to love one another for fear of the enevitable break up (im 17, hes 21). But we were together. It is the best thing I have ever felt. We got along great, he is a total sweet heart, but not like a sissy guy. He is amazing.
He got a promotion at another store 2 hours away. He had to take it, it would have been dumb if he didnt. So he pulled me aside the day after we confessed our love and told me that he wouldnt go if I didnt want him to, I wast about to let him ruin his life for me so we cried (mostly I did) and we are actually doing the whole long distance thing. He’s exremely busy but calls me at least once a day. Its kinda hard being 17, but he is truly amazing. When we see eachother its only for half a day, I snuck to where he lives once for new years and we had an awesome night. I was raped last year by a really awful bf, so Im not comfortable with sex. And he is always okay with it. Amazing huh? Well anyway, I plan to move in with him after I graduate. I could write forever but I think this is enough.

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